Well you have heard the Gospel, the good news. God's love is so real that he gave you a choice. He does not force himself on people. He gave us a free will. God's patience is another sign of his love, it says in the Bible;
"Don't you realize how kind, tolerant, and patience God is with you? Or don't you care? Can't you see how kind he has been in giving you time to turn from your sin?"

I know that God will continue to reach out for you like he did for us. But you must realize that time is short. You never know when you will die or when He will return.
"…I will come upon you suddenly as unexpected as a thief…"

We want to encourage you to seek for the truth, read the Bible, go to Bible studies, and go to church for it also says;
"Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you".

Therefore, as the Holy Spirit says:
"Today, you must listen to his voice. Don't harden your hearts against Him as Israel did when they rebelled, when they tested God's patience in the wilderness".

All red Scriptures are from the New Kings James Bible and New Living Bible.
From the top: Romans 2:4 - Revelation 3:3 - Matthew 7:7 - Hebrews 3:7,8